So I’ve completed my orientation and am much less
disoriented than before – promise. I now
know that there is a set of Great Lakes in Africa! (I thought I was applying to work in a trendy
suburb in Toronto, but this is fine too.)
Some of my teammates headed north at dawn a while ago, and
while I envy them the boat ride, I definitely am not able to re-pack and
shuttle my luggage across another square inch of space on God’s green earth.
I’ll miss my teammates.
I’ll miss conversations like this:
Canadian: Guess
Canada’s national animal!
American: A bear.
American: A bear.
Canadian: No.
American: A moose!
Congolese: Une
souris!
Canadian: Why is this
even an option.
(Because a moose is just a letter away from being a mouse.)
“I have dry hair.”
“I know.”
“Okay, first of all - ow.”
“You have dry hair.”
“I regret this conversation, but yes.”
“Can I have it?”
“My instinctive reaction is no.”
(She thought I had a hair dryer and we’re still staying together, but the house is too quiet now nevertheless.)
We were just getting to know each other! Just starting to squabble like any other
siblings! I finally made a meal that my
teammates could all eat without pain! I
have discovered leeks! My life will
never be the same! However, I also won’t
mind shopping on my own, buying piment, and not having to calculate how
many potatoes will fill anywhere from 6-10 half-full to very full bellies.
Before I came, my knowledge of Swahili was limited to
screaming random gibberish at the beginning of Lion King. And Rafiki singing ‘Asante sana, squash
banana!’ to Simba (I think only the beginning of that song is valid
Swahili). In Upendi and Hakuna
Matata are also pieces of my childhood (okay, adulthood). Now I know various verbs (like, five). Ku-maliza is a gooder – I say it all
the time in tones of despair (but usually when the bananas are finished).
I used to think I would never spend hundreds of dollars on purifying
mud masks. I was right. I would rather have free mud on my feet. Rocks are an added (free) massage.
I’ve always had a vague disdain of imperialism and
colonialism, but it’s never been presented to me through various media and in
different voices. I read books. They are my thing. They make me laugh, but they can’t laugh at
me when I say something stupid in French.
I can cry over them, but they’re not real people speaking to me about
displacement, fear, armed governments, and death. I knew some things about this country, but I
did not know this country until I met my teammates, learned about the families,
and prayed for their futures. It was hard
work, and hopefully within two years, I will earn the right to walk with people
in their sorrows and to join in their laughter.
Outside Africa, I can see articles on DTrump, terrorism on a
massive scale, and and JTrudeau’s peacock pose.
Here, I see a generation that needs healing, greater control over their
economy and politics, and an election.
Not all of those things seem possible, but hope springs eternal. My favourite part about my international organization (other than their
care for their workers) is that they believe in support of ongoing mission, not
the implementation of random ideas concocted in an office in Winnipeg. My favourite part of the Seed program is that
we will be here for years rather than weeks.
I want to see people day after day, I want to be in a community that is
growing and working to do good things with people who have so much good to
offer.
This may seem silly, but I can trace my vision of service to
an incident during my second experience of short-term mission in Saskatchewan
(oh, the ignominy). One of the leaders
of the trip was a man I had long admired – the reverend of my church, an older
man who speaks the Bible with truth and vibrancy. The first morning, he woke us up with gentle
offers of coffee.
Let me repeat that: he was up and ready, and he offered to
make us - a group of teens and young adults - coffee.
This was different from my entire experience of all men in
general in life, especially older men.
In India, they wait to be served - darn well anywhere, but especially
when there are women around to do the serving.
Priests, especially, are a hair closer to heaven than anyone else and
need to be fed simply so plebeians can bask in their glow for a few minutes. I come from a culture of power inherent in
gender, age, and career – I think this culture is similar – and I struggle with
it.
Power should be given – not taken.
Wisdom should be learned – not assumed.
Respect is developed – not gender- or age-based.
My culture tells me that to be someone, I need to be served,
I need to be recognized for the gift that I am, and the skills that I
bring.
And yet here was our reverend, offering to make me
coffee. Here is a teacher, washing the
feet of his disciples. Here is the truth
that serving is far, far more powerful than being served.
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